😭 please help

My husband is being very rude and nasty because I’m not making enough milk to feed our daughter and he HATES formula so do I but we need something if I’m not making enough . Please give tips on how to make enough milk

So apparently being tired and not having enough milk and not drinking and eating every two seconds makes me a bad mom ..

I drink well over 120OZ I just have a hard time eating because I have a eating disorder before I got pregnant I would go a whole day or two without eating then I’d eat good for a day or two and then not eat again . HE KNOWS THAT and still doesn’t care I hate being big and I’m definitely not gunna get smaller if I have to eat allot EVERY time after I feed my daughter ☹️