Postpartum Depression

I’m suffering. 😔😢😞

I feel unloved, unworthy, not good enough, and worst of all I feel like a shitty mother.

My mental health is declining and because it’s out of my control I’m obsessing over what I can control such as clean house, laundry done, clean car, etc.

I almost died after delivering my youngest(1 month old)and I suffered from awful PPD with my middle child(2 years old).

I don’t know what to do anymore except continue to go through all this.