can someone please help me

okay so im currently in a relationship right now, and I don’t know I’ve just been thinking so much about everything. so I’ve been realizing if I truly love my boyfriend or I just love him being around me. i don’t know if you understand what I mean, but if you do can someone please help me. i truly don’t want to lose cause if I do I don’t know how I would be without him. any advice would be helpful.