I’m feeling pretty emotional tonight. But for good reason. I have an almost 18 month old and I’m currently 25+4. My husband has been gone for 3.5 months, he finally comes home in a week. He will have exactly a month here with us and then he leaves to go over seas for a year. He won’t be home for the birth of our second, he won’t even meet her girl she’s 10 months old. My son already cries for his dad and I can’t imagine a year with out him. I don’t doubt that this is hard for him either because he loves his kids so much more than I ever expected. I miss my husband, my son misses his dad, and I’m broken hearted that he will be gone for a year.

I just kind of needed to talk about it since I have no one around me.