I think I’m done💔

My boyfriend asked me tonight why do I have to Jamaican then said to me he wants his kids to be mixed because he wants them to have nice hair, I told him to break up with me then but he didn’t then I told him I would talk to him later because what he said turned me off then he had the nerve to ask how is that a turn off I just hung up on him. He’s been calling me and I haven’t answered because I don’t know what to say to him and I really don’t even want to speak to him. Funny thing is he’s Jamaican his self and I think he’s fucking stupid because being Jamaican doesn’t have anything to do with the type of hair you have there’s a lot of us with different hair texture and even different races. I’m disappointed with myself because this isn’t the first time he said something like this to me one time he told me I wasn’t his ideal dream girl because I like to wear weave (but I wear my natural hair more than weave 💁🏾‍♀️) and compared me to lighter skinned women, from that time I should’ve known to take myself away. I have a lot of insecurities but my skin tone and hair will never be one, I’m very proud of my skin and hair (my hair is beautiful I have a head full of fucking hair and nice kinky curls) and no fucking guy could make me ashamed of them but I’m hurt by the fact that he feels that way. He’s not the cutest guy but I never once complained or compared him to anyone because I see past looks and go for personality I loved him for making me laugh (when he’s not being a dick) and for many other things but after that I feel like I lost sooo much respect for him and even some love. I think I gotta end this relationship, our mentality and maturity are not the same 🙁

Update: Last night we talked (mostly him because I wasn’t feeling him) and he apologized and told me he didn’t mean it and that I should’ve told him he was hurting my feelings but I barely had anything to say like when I’m turned off I’m REALLY turned off. His apology was sincere but I’m still iffy about him. I don’t want you guys to think that he’s a total asshole because he isn’t he’s actually a nice guy but shit that he finds funny I don’t and people who are mature wouldn’t either. I don’t think he realizes there’s certain things you shouldn’t joke about and when to limit his self