Failed fet 6dp5dt

My heart is crying ... i put every things in this cycle my energy, my hope, my money,my health,every things was perfect the embryo AA the lining . .. i was so hopeful thats why it hurt a lot!!i dont even know what next nowww we canot affrod another fet its so expensive we should wait.. i just wana to be a mama like every women !!why me!why!!!!