10/3 - CD 9

🌜⭐| a m a n d a |β­πŸŒ› β€’ 32-years-young / TTC #1 πŸ’ 6.26.07 - Until Forever πŸ’‹

It's almost that time πŸ™ŒπŸ» I've been busy getting things in order, and finally feel like I have a second to breathe. Things are going a little better. I just hope they keep going this way.

As far as TTC goes, I haven't really been tracking anything other than BBT. I did use an OPK yesterday, because I've been feeling some ovary twinges already, but it was very negative. I'll be starting mucinex today, and I've been using my cup for every BD. That's about the extent of our "trying" anymore. Please, please, please let this be our month! 🀞🏻🀞🏻🀞🏻🀞🏻

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The attorney we saw last week left us feeling like we had no options and were doomed-- he used a bunch of scare tactics to make us feel like we "needed" him, and he also wanted $30,000 to basically do the same thing a public defender would. He treated my husband as if he were guilty. We weren't feeling good at all when he left. He was very much a salesman (he even stated that was his previous career πŸ™„), and he just really rubbed us both the wrong way. The attorney that we actually hired came in, and he put some wind back in our sails. He's much more personable, sincere, and confident in my husband and this case. It feels good to finally have somebody on our side, somebody who sees through the bullshit and is willing to fight for the truth.

I'm still very nervous going into this hearing on Friday, knowing that there's even a possibility of his bond being revoked. There isn't any reason for it to be revoked, but it's still terrifying and I'm probably going to be a mess.