Worst experience of having implant removed and re put in

I had mine changed this year, and she numbed it and asked me if I could feel her trying to cut and I said yeah, she said I’ll leave it for another 5 seconds or so and she tried again and she asked me again if I could still feel her cut and I said yeah, but she was like well I’m gonna cut anyway, I could feel everything! Then when she put the new one in it hurt like hell! And then when she was cleaning it/ putting a bandage on it I was was sick! When I got out my boyfriend was like, you went really white and pale