Birthday Blues

So my 30th birthday is coming up October 13 normally I can't wait but for some reason this year I'm feeling down... We have no money to do anything so I'll be sitting at home can't find a babysitter so my husband and I can be alone that day my husband is making me a cake but that's about all... My parents aren't talking to me and haven't in 3 years now... Because of the fact that we are broke and can't do anything and have no friends to hangout with that day it's making me grumpy and upset and I'm trying not to show my husband that this is why I'm upset and grumpy... It's just another day for me...