Crying in the bathroom

Oh I’m so miserable and it’s so hard to keep a straight happy face here. Just got done doing therapy with the most precious three year olds. My heart is aching I want children so bad, I had to run in here and have a quick cry. I want to come home to a little herd but all I have right now are my animals, and I have to stare at and work with children all day. I always wanted three but I’ll be lucky to get one any time soon. Thanks for reading.