And that means giving up everything. My job and my husband. I can’t live in this house anymore. I need space. I need a place where my children can be kids and enjoy life. I want to get a dog. Just live a normal life like everybody else. And call something my own like my house. I just don’t know how to go about it without breaking apart my family. I don’t want a divorce but if my husband isn’t willing to leave his family for the family he created then so be it