Scared Periodless

I was on the app and just realized my period is almost a week and some time late. I’ve been chillin with family, friends and my significant other lately not really messing with social media so I wasn’t paying much attention to my calendar or the dates. now i’m just scared periodless, i wish i hadn’t looked.

And yes I know there’s gonna be a lot of “okay? take a pregnancy test” comments but i’m just sharing this because I don’t know what I would do if it came out positive. I’m not ready for children and I’ve taken care of and had the burden of other people’s children put on me, and i’m convinced I don’t want any but I would hate to break my significant other’s heart by telling him this when I’m not sure myself or even bringing up an abortion (no i don’t need a lecture about how abortion is wrong, my body = my choice).

Anyways this is all hypothetical, I’m a punk and the worst kind. I’ll take a test when I grow the balls or I’ll give my period an extension.