i should really, really stop reading/googling so much about ‘what if’ ‘should this’ ‘does it’ (pregnacy related topics) etc etc... its all starting to get into my head. i know every women is different when it comes to pregnacies, but its so hard to think positive when there are so many heartbreaking/relatable stories out there! i read one womans story & think ‘OH MY GOD, is this happening to me? could it? will it?’ 😭 i will be 14 weeks tomorrow... beginning of 2nd trimester! which is super exciting! BUT ughhhhhh, the overthinking is happening all over again! my 3rd appointment thus far is next friday, so i’ll be 14wks6days... i just wish getting answers was easy! i mean... i don’t have any questions or concerns per say... but getting constant reassurance is all i want! maybe my rant is just the first time mom nerves coming out... i dunno! i have my fetal doppler for that time i ‘feel down’ & need my mood to turn around... just to hear the babys heartbeat... that doesn’t seem to be enough, because now i’m seeing how ‘horrible’ the dopplers are & don’t use them... yada yada! okay, rant over! wishing it was next week alreasy, because i’m HOPING i’ll see my little one! 😭