So I get sick a lot, I can’t eat very much food without getting sick. But usually once I puke, I feel better. And then randomly I’ll wake up and puke in the middle of the night, and then usually the next morning too & it makes me feel awful all day & sometimes I’ll get sick multiple times through the day. I’ve seen many doctors and specialist, we’re still trying to figure out why.

So this morning, i woke up sick. It’s been like 3 weeks since I last puked, I’m getting good at knowing how much food I can handle. I texted my mom (who planned on taking my son to the park) to tell her I’d like to stay home for that trip since I felt so sick. She told me she was about to cancel on me because it’s so cold. I understand that but then she didn’t even comment on the fact that I’m sick. & then I was on the phone with my fiancé and told him I was sick too. He didn’t even comment on it, he completely ignored me.

I don’t expect people to cater to me when I’m sick but damn. A little concern or something would be nice. It just feels like no one cares & I have to suffer alone. I feel like people think that because it happens so often, it’s not a big deal but it’s actually worse every time. I’m dropping weight like crazy, and I’m so weak and tired all the time. But no one else cares.

I just needed to rant, it hurts my feelings a little.