Lonely and Empty

I feel like im about to have a breakdown. I feel so alone and unhappy now. I feel like im not at the spot i want to be in life. I got in a recent car accident and lost my car. Im currently unemployed and been looking for a job for the longest. I broke up with my ex boyfriend in june. I met this guy online and everything was going so well until he cut me off because i got emotionally attached. I feel like i am a burden to my family. I dont feel confident in school. This all happened in one year.Like sometimes i wonder why im still here. I feel so useless, alone, and miserable. I feel so hurt. I feel like i lost the little motivation i had to keep me forward. Like i rather chase after guy who is using me for sex, because i feel its a form of distraction and some company makes me feel somewhat better. I feel empty and worthless. I had to take this off my chest .