Hard to believe he is already 7 weeks!😱😭Time goes by so fast!

I’ve been struggling with severe postpartum depression. I already suffer from anxiety and depression, so that doesn’t help. I have talked to my doctor after getting my wakeup call when my fiancé left with all three kids and stayed at his parents house because he was scared of me and what I might do to our children. I had been having thoughts of not just hurting myself but also hurting our son and other two children. Although I don’t think I would never do so, the thoughts were still very strong. And after reading stories about women actually going through with hurting their babies due to PPD it started to scare me as well. I didn’t realize how bad it had gotten or how it affected my relationship as well as my children. I have gotten help and haven’t had any episodes since I started my medication. I was always afraid to talk to someone about it but I’m glad I finally did. I feel like myself again and can enjoy my family to the fullest.❤️