I don’t know what to do 😶

Okay so there’s this boy who lives down the street from me who use to go to my school. He’s a year older then me but we were really good friends. One night we started talking and I snuck out and walked to his house and he was my first kiss/ makeout. After an hour or so he told me not to tell anyone about that night and he was acting all weird. He were on and off at talking and I lost my virginity to him about a week ago. He told me not to catch feelings and he just wanted to be friends with benefits. But I am catching feels for him. What should I do? Should I keep seeing him or stop?