First off, sorry about being so open but I’ve always been the type to be very sexually active. I’ve always never really felt true pleasure from penetration or nipple stimulation, and even when masturbating, the only way I can get off is through my clit. When my partner tries to rub my clit it feels okay and I shake but never orgasm and I end up pushing him away because it just kinda tickles. Oral doesn’t feel pleasurable either. Even through this, I still sort of feel a bit satisfied. Odd right? Is it me or does anyone else feel this way? (P.S. even with past partners, not pleasurable)

Second, I’m 39weeks & 2 days pregnant. The past few months pain has been unbearable for me. I can’t give oral because I have no energy and run out of breath. I do not feel sexy and when he tries to finger me it just kinda hurts. It’s not excruciating pain but uncomfortable for me. I have no sensation to anything he’s doing. I feel just like a doll, and I crave sex all the time. I can get myself off in minutes but never once has a man made me orgasm. I need advice or help... just something to feel better 😭