Out the game baby dust to you all

When me and my SO first got together..we hit things off very well and very fast, without sex actually although early..around 6 months we were already planning on having a kid, he doesn't have any and I have 2 but 2 years ago I had an etopic pregnancy so I've longed for another little baby..might have been early for us or to early for y'all but we were going with what felt right for us and our relationship..well a year and 5 months in after trying with no luck..I decided to buy pre seed today and ovulation test..I'm not ovulating yet but I was gonna go ahead and use the pre seed starting tonight..out of no wherehe started acting akward so I asked him what was wrong..long story short out of no where he thinks all this is happening to early..although we've been trying for months and he's never seemed or acted pressured.im not mad, I'm hurt , I feel stupid..he said he's just indecisive, with that being said I'm not ttc anymore I'm out the game ladies reality has hit and although you guys may make fun of me or down me my feelings are really hurt. Baby Dust to all my lovely ladies I just needed to vent. Needed to be heard