Depression during pregnancy

Hey guys,

Lately I’ve just been feeling really emotionally disconnected from the world. I don’t feel motivated to go to school anymore and I’ve already missed many classes throughout the weeks due to this. I’m 6 weeks and 5 days pregnant and I want to be excited for this baby but for some reason I don’t feel it. All I feel is anxiety about the health of the baby, but nothing towards the baby. I want to feel in love with this baby and be happy during my pregnancy but I have no clue why I’m feeling like this. The same is towards my boyfriend. He is an amazing boyfriend, but these past few weeks I feel emotionally disconnected from him. I don’t feel truly happy with the baby or my boyfriend or anything at all. I don’t know what to do. I feel somewhat depressed and I just feel weird. I just see all the mothers on here in love with what they’re growing and I so badly want to feel that but I don’t know how. Has anyone else gone through this? If so, what did you do? I want to love my baby and I’m so worried when the baby is born that I won’t be in love with what I created.any advice will help. Thank you.