Here lately I have been feeling horrible. Diarrhea, bloating, stomach feeling wishy washy, my boobs have grown a full bra size. My boyfriend has been throwing it out there that I could be pregnant and it’s been a running thing, that every night when we see each other, I tell him I’m pregnant. Yesterday, I took a test and when I read it, I thought it was positive. I was so excited. The whole way home I kept telling myself that I’m pregnant and kept looking at the tests again and again, and it really hit me when I told myself that I’m a mommy now. When I told my boyfriend, he pointed out to me that I was reading the tests wrong because there should be a plus sign in the big circle. I thought the little vertical line made the plus sign in two different circles. So, I went back to the drug store and bought two more and they came back negative. I’m heartbroken. I was so happy and got all excited to be a mommy. I told my best friend and she was so excited to be an aunt. I couldn’t wait to tell my sister and to tell his parents... now I just feel stupid and sad.. and I’m not a mommy😭😭