Not enough

So sometimes I experience this after I have sex with hubby, and I feel it all the time when I masturbate 😒 it drives me nuts. Like it’s just not enough or something. I do clitoral and vaginal every time I do anything. But i literally have to masturbate like twice a day 🙄 and that’s not including me and my husband. I feel so unsatisfied when this happens but it’s not really thAt bothersome cause I’m used of it. I think this stems from sexual abuse because it was excessive.