After my period started once again I broke. I’d done absolutely everything right, and it just wasn’t enough for the 36th month in a row. So I am taking a year long break from ttc. I need to heal from the pain of a broken heart as I cannot keep up with it anymore. No more logging or keeping track of anything except when to buy pads. My husband and I will be buying land and putting a house on it next summer and I might even be starting college learning arts next fall. If I’m not meant to be a mom yet I can at least improve other aspects of our lives first.