Af came today, I was so hopeful this month because I knew I would be done trying if not. I have had one miscarriage and tried for so long. I’m tired of trying so hard to be knocked back down. I look up to the women who try for so long and keep positive. It is hard. I know this really has no point but I feel like I need to rant. And maybe hear some positive stories. I just wanted my rainbow baby already 😔