Ok....plz halp😑

I’ve always identified as a lesbian, I’ve only ever had crushes on girls. I’m in my sophomore year of high school and there this...guy....in my chemistry class. I think I might have a crush on him, but I’ve never had a crush on a boy before.

(Big oof)

I’m very vocal about being a lesbian at school, I’m part of the GSA and all the crap, so I know he’ll never like me back. There’s just something about him, I wanna hug him and kiss him and paint his nails and spoil the fuck out of him. Idk man this is just so weird to me and changes my whole perspective on my sexuality. If there’s any advice anyone can give me that would be awesome, I’m just so fucking confused.