Herpes😞

Well. I’m 19 years old with a 1 year old son and just got diagnosed with herpes as well as chlymedia. I’ve had ghonerea and chlymdia before (don’t know how to spell them for nothing) but have never had a std that I will carry on for life. I already feel like I have a lot of my shoulders. And I am, well used to be hyper sexual tbh. I don’t know how this will really affect my health, as well dealing with the stigma that will come with it. But as far as I know I will live in my truth. Unafraid of judgment. I heard about herpes outbreaks. And I’ve been unusually itchy. Does anyone else have herpes, hows life with it? And how are you coping. I’m not sure which type I have .