Is it normal that I’m feeling this way?

I’m 22 and never had an actual boyfriend. Hell I haven’t even been on a date because I always declined everyone who asked me out, but I did talk to quite a large number of guys due to tinder and had a few friends wirh benefits. But no more than that. I had a really big crush on the guy I lost my virginity with when I was 17 and after I got over that I never got feelings for any guy again. I literally feel nothing no matter how well we get along and I can be comfortable around them, be my silly clumsy weird me without feeling awkward. It’s like I’m dead inside 😂 is it normal? Most of my friends have been in long term relationships and I’m right here like um yea I’m still single. I’m not actively looking for a relationship, I don’t care at all but I’m starting to feel like there’s something wrong with me? I can’t even remember what having feelings for someone feels like. Whenever I think about relationships I think of effort: time, money, arguments, drama but also all the nice things of having someone there. I feel like I get bored easily and I just can’t see myself in a relationship. Is this normal? I don’t wanna have kids and I never really thought of getting married, it’s something I don’t care for since I don’t even get a date 😂

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