The past few months have been nothing but a crazy and emotional rollercoaster. From 3 family deaths and so much loss in between. It felt like I never was gonna recover or get back to my TTC time. Between planning funerals and trying to be there for everyone I felt like I was never gonna get back into the mood of TTC again. I felt lost and emotionally drained and hurt.

My knee gave out and took me outta work last month and that only made it worse.

So since then I have been trying to understand why or what this means or meant.

Now I know! It was all to prepare me for this day and that everything that needed to take place was to prepare for my result.

I just took a test and it confirmed "YES +" aka Positive 😁😀😁😀😁😀

Because all my pregnancies are high risk I would have ended up sowing down anyways, now I know it was all preparation for now. So I didn't start off on the wrong foot stressed. I was forced to slow down so I was right where I need to be on this day.

Taking care of my self along with my family and preparing for another.

So many of your stories and heartfelt emotional statements and speeches have helped long the way. I pray you ladies find the sme comfort and blessing in yor near future for when the timing is right for you.

All I can say is, trust the good lord works in mysterious ways and he has a plan for all of us.

Some are to help others, others to help heal, others to give, others to receive. Each amd everyone of you have a purpose.

For a lot of you, even though you don't know it. You helped bring me and others this far.

Others you probably saved from depression. Maybe saved a life of someone you'll never meet.

So with said, Thank you ladies 🤗😚🤗😚