I think it's time to test

Mila

Ok ladies wish me luck. I am 42 years old and ttc. I had a miscarriage in March and didn't realize how much we both really wanted a baby until then. I have 3 beautiful grown children who I adore and love with all my heart. My fiance has none. He is going to be 34 on Nov 1st. A new baby on the way would be the greatest birthday gift ever for him! I have been so scared to take a pregnancy test. If its negative it will crush me and right now not knowing means I get to live in the dream state of maybe I am! Lol I was one of the women who cut into a bell pepper that had a baby pepper in on my ovulation day. I swear I laughed it off but if I turn out to be pregnant I will never look at a cell pepper the same 😁