He says he’ll never do it again..

UPDATE:

He asked if he could ask me out in a month and what I would say. I said it was too soon, especially after what happened. and he said “is that a no? after one argument.”

Then he hung up on me. Idk how to feel..

He was my best friend. Should I try contacting him

So my best guy friend (I’ve known for years, we once dated but it ended badly and we stayed as friend - were starting to talk and maybe date later ) wanted to go the backseat of my car. His car was parked nearby.

And I kept saying yea let’s make out but that’s it. So he says he’s getting horny and I said well we’re just making out. I could tell he was annoyed with me because i didn’t want to give him a blowjob. I said i don’t want to.

Anyway, he was like take off your pants but I knew that would lead to some stuff I didnt want to do (even tho weve done them before). And I said I don’t want to stop, he forcefully took them off without hurting me but I was so mad and was like don’t touch me. He got upset that I wasn’t into it. He was like go home like that ... I was in my underwear. I had a huge sweater on so I went to the front seat of the car and was like okay give me my keys.

He left the pants and then grabbed my car keys and phone and was getting ready to leave with them. I was so shocked and was like stop that’s not funny and tried to grab them back. He was pushes me away and was like you don’t care about me.

And then I started crying. Then he starts apologizing saying that’s not him that he’ll never do it again. And he loves me and all this stuff. It was my birthday and it was already a bad day and I told him how could he treat me like that when he’s always saying how much he cares about me. He said he was stressed about his job not calling him and all this stuff.

He started being so dramatic and then all of a sudden starts crying . I told him I don’t want to date that we can just be friends. And he’s like I’ve treated you so well just because of today you’re going to throw me away.

Idk how to respond to that because he did treat me good but then he really hurt me and idk how to tell him no I don’t want to date. He’s not really listening to what I say, then he brings up how nice he was and a good person

Help 😐???