:( gotdamn

I’m stupid as fuck and got caught with a half ounce in school with my best friend. We were just trying to sell and ofc I got caught because I wAsNt doInG wHaT I waS SUppOsed tO and the dean of students randomly asked me if I had drugs in my bag. Life has spiraled from that day on. It’s only been 2 and a half weeks since it happened and everythings kind of calm. Except I went from eighths everyday to just shutting down smoking completely. I have to go to a program for 90 days (not actually 90 days, it’ll be over by February) and they can randomly drug test me. Idc if my mom drug tests me and I don’t pass but those counselors will make my evaluation even worse if I don’t pass. I still don’t know if I’m getting expelled from my nut ass school, just let me know already. I really want to see my best friend. I used to sleep over her house everyday and now I have to sneak out and walk my dog to meet her. We smoke cigs now and depend on nicotine 🤮🤮I cant wait for the day me and my best friend can spark up again and everything’s normal