Making it ...

This is my 4th pregnancy, I have no living children. I had 3 losses back to back last year. This is the first time I've ever made it past the first trimester. Because of what happened we decided to take a break from TTC the beginning of this year. So we planned a nice Cruise to take our minds off of the rollercoaster of emotions. In June I found out I was pregnant. Afraid & paranoid every step of the way. No tracking, no stress, not thinking of pregnancy at all, I got pregnant! My husband & I simply decided to love each other through all the pain. Be grateful so each other & what we have in our marriage. These challenges have brought us together & made us so strong.

When I was going through my losses & saw all these healthy pregnant women around me, I would get so emotional & sad. It's very often we think why not me? When will it be my turn? If a woman who has gone through the same thing, saw me in the grocery store she would never know what I've gone through.

This is why I extend love to all the women here, going through all the emotions of TTC. The tracking, the waiting, the unknown, the insecurities, the pain, the negative pregnancy tests, enduring everyone else's announcement, the anger, the doubts, the questions.... all of the above & more.

I want all of you beautiful ladies to know, you are not alone. Your pain is valid, your hurt is justified. Don't let anyone tell you to "get over it" or "move on". If you have lost a baby or babies. If you have never had a positive test. If you have to go through science to achieve your dream. NO ONE CAN TELL YOU HOW TO FEEL!

For those women who have finally made it to their rainbow, celebrate every second. There's no replacing your angels. Don't feel guilty for giving yourself permission to enjoy this pregnancy. 💕

UPDATE: I can't believe how much positivity I received with the post!!!!'

Thank you ladies for sharing your stories, for your best wishes & love!!!!!! I am overwhelmed with emotion😭😘.

🙏🏾prayers for all of you who have gone through or are going through it now!!!

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