I’m now due with my rainbow baby any day now. I still do ache for the loss of my first baby boy. I carried him for 22 weeks. I believed I was in the clear that nothing could go wrong. Yes, we all hear horror stories but those can’t happen to US, right?! Unfortunately, they can. It was my first pregnancy and from being on this site I felt lucky like I was just someone who pregnancy goes smoothly for. Well that turned out not to be true. So anyway I just wanted a space where we could post our babies that passed away.. the ones that paved the way for our rainbow babies (or soon to have rainbows) and changed who we would be forever. Rest in Paradise sweet babies for you were held within us and will be apart and loved by us always 💕

I have his little footprints as well but I can’t bring myself to look at them at the moment .

So now feel free to post your sweet forever babies.

Update 11/2/18

Here’s my rainbow baby born 11/1/18 at 5:48 AM

DEVON JOVAN