Feeling down

Hey guys- so i'm just feeling a little down. I am 26 and my bf 36. I have been him 3 years. You guys I love him regardless of how rude and mean he was to me. Everytime we out I paid for meals, trips I paid every penny.. always got what he wanted for Christmas bday etc and he never once asked me what I want.. he will just get me what I want. He has 2 kids with different BM. I always told him how important it was for me to have kids. Last night I asked if he thinks he wants to marry me someday.. he sent me a rude response. Then he told me today he doesnt want kids.

It broke my heart you guys. He is so selfish. He wanted 3 years of my life. He didnt even care I ended it. I'm so heart broken because I love him but I can't give up something I want for him.