Anyone else going through this... scared!

So I’m not really one to post on public forums but I’m feeling a bit out there and alone at the moment... I’m 5w2d and all seemed to be going well until yesterday when I noticed some brown blood in my discharge... I’ve had a miscarriage before so instantly started to panic. There was more when I went to the toilet later and then I noticed more bright pink spotting and at that point I just told myself that was it. After reading a bit online I feel slightly better and this morning there was nothing when I went to the loo... the thing is, I can’t tell if there’s cramping or if the sick I’m feeling is pregnancy related because I’m so anxious about it all I feel like it’s all nerves!

My husband is on deployment and totally uncontactable and I feel like I have to hold it together as I have a 2 year old running around... I guess I’m just looking for reassurance that others have had this and come through the other side. 😔