In love with someone I can never be with.

I'm in love with a man I work with. I'm 18, he's 22 and we work in a primary/elementary school.

Relationships are forbidden amongst staff. I need this job and as does he. It's a very difficult situation that I can't even tell anyone about in fear I might get fired.

Ofcourse I would never act upon how I feel, I'm just trying to bury it as nothing good can come from this.