Finding out monday

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So the time has come on monday november 12th we find out if the baby is a boy or a girl im nervous if it ends up being a boy because im a mother of 2 girls and i have no clue what to do with a boy or how to clean him once i have him before he gets circumsized so im kinda hoping its a girl because i have the expierence is it bad that i would be disapointed if its a boy