I feel so bummed. I am bipolar type 2 which consists of major depression and mild mood swings. I had to get off almost all of my medication before we could start trying back on February. This was my first month on clomid after being diagnosed with PCOS and a very low AMH level. I was told I have the ovaries of a 45 year old...I’m 28.

I tested today and it was heartbreakingly negative. The clomid has caused more mood swings than I can handle and has plunged me into a devastating depression. Spoke with DH, and I think I’m going to have to give up after this month so I can get medicated again.

I’m destroyed right now and feel like a failure. I have wanted to be a mother my whole life, and I feel like my dream has been stomped on.