Back to work

3 weeks into having a todler and new baby, is it bad I'm ready to go back to work? I'm feeling huge financial stress with the holidays coming up... And I'm not able to breastfeed so I dont really see a point to taking 6 weeks off 🙃 am i just crazy? Having two little ones is a lot for me, I'd rather be the "bread winner" and let my husband be the stay at home parent