she’s my mom..

My relationship with my mom has never been great. She basically disowned me at a very young age and my dad was the one who would be the parent for me.

Well, time passed and it hasn’t got any better between us. I’m 20, I have a one year old and I’m currently 29weeks pregnant.

She helps me with my one year old because my partner works far away and my family lives right across from me.

I ask my mom to watch my son so I can eat or shower or just do something that doesn’t take more than 30mins but she can’t even do that!

She lets him put trash in his mouth, she lets him grab things he shouldn’t even be touching or he can be crying for some reason and she’ll just sit on her phone not even look over to see what happened so I get frustrated because I don’t ask for a lot just a few mins and she can’t just watch him?!? Well it’s got to the point where I do not want her in my life at all. She’s always telling me crap and you cannot say anything to her because she will cry and leave the house and she won’t come back until my dad buys her something she wants. He basically has to bribe her to come home. I’m tired of it but I know if I block her and stop seeing her my family will tell me more stuff and I’m pregnant I don’t want to hear it at all. I just want to be happy. what can I possibly do..