Venting

So my husband have been "trying for some time now. Not every single month but maybe every other. Because it can be exhausting. Well today I sat in my room alone (because he is at work today and I'm off) and just cried. Cried sad sad tears. Just questioning my faith. Asking why? What have I dont to not be worthy of being a mother?! It's such a sucky feeling. And now I'm waiting for my husband to come home and I'm just trying not to have an attitude with him when he comes home because it's nothing he has done. But I'm just so frustrating. Uugghh well idk if any of you feel like me. But I was hoping I wasn't alone. But then again it could be just me. I thought glow would be a good place to vent seeing as we are all so honest and give a unbiased opinion. Anyways have a good night I'm going to indu6in some ice cream.