i actually want to die

my boyfriend broke up with me, he said he was in love with a girl that came back into his life. i feel like our whole relationship was a lie, he wants to be friends or nothing at all. That kills me. I want him and only him, but he doesn't love me as much as he loves her. He chose her. I don't know what to do with myself, I feel worthless, and I can't bear this heartbreak. He was the first guy that has ever even liked me and he was perfect. Our relationship was perfect. Any tips to stop hurting so fucking much?

You guys will never. fuckn. believe. this shit. He said he's made the biggest mistake and that he didn't realize he already had everything he wanted until he lost me.