Feeling sad

I don’t know what is wrong with me I don’t know if it’s my depression or my anxiety playing me up , so I sometimes when I’m on my own and my boyfriend is at work I just cry all day.

I really just had enough with it really with felling like this and I feel I have no one to talk to , one of my friends say I’m always happy and they don’t know how I do it but inside I’m falling apart

I don’t know if it’s because I miss my children so much or it’s because it’s been a month since I had my miscarriage, one of my friends are pregnant and I try to be really happy but it’s killing me.

I thought so many times that I’m nothing and I should have nothing

But this should be the happiest time of my life right? I’m moving in to my first home with my boyfriend I’m 25 in a month so why am I so sad ?

Sorry for the rant but I really needed to get it off my chest