October - Our month from hell 💔🌈

I started October seven weeks pregnant and excited as can be at the thought of our first baby coming early spring!

Well before I knew it I started bleeding on Oct 5th and unfortunately never stopped 😔 We received confirmation our baby passed on the 9th and I continued to bleed until my D&C on the 14th. I’m very strong mentally and moved through the miscarriage in strides even being heartbroken. I trust God’s will and our turn is coming ❤️

In addition to the miscarriage I “celebrated” my 28th birthday on the 11th bleeding through a pad an hour at home. My husband also had a horrendous flu that last 3 weeks of October and my childhood dog passed away. My husband and I had an ongoing joke saying “October 2018 is the worst month ever!!”

Fast forward to Oct 31st and I received a positive opk

The last couple days I’ve had plenty of tinges and small cramping. I’m manifesting this pregnancy and starting to think I may be right.

I’ll wait another few days till testing but maybe God had a bigger plan for October than we knew 🌈❤️