Ugh I just can’t do it! I want to try porn but I have such an icky feeling about it! I’ve gone on pornhub twice and tried watching something but it just grossed me out and makes me feel dirty.

Half of the problem is that I instantly start thinking of my SO masturbating and watching this shit and I start getting angry 😤😔 I know I shouldn’t! But it makes me feel so icky! And there’s a porn community?? That makes me feel even more jealous and angry, and then angry at myself for feeling this way! Ugh.