relapsed in self harm

Allyssa

I was self harming for about two years. I went to a mental health hospital and was clean for about 6 months after that. My parents would tell me constantly I shouldn't have been released and watch me closely every little thing they locked up anything sharp and any medications I new if I fuck up or relapsed they would send me back I learned to hide my depression really well I actually wasn't cutting anymore but still hate myself and had little enagy to do things

what I need your help with is about a month ago I relapsed I cut my stomach a bunch of times a place I've never cut before I got myself back together again I really do feel like is was a one off or something the cuts have healed and I know because of wear they are no one will see it so I'm trying to decide if I should tell my parents I don't know what they will say or do but I'm scared they think I'm all better now they even took me off my medication and my mom stop making it priority that I go to my therapist once a week I feel like parents thick my depression was face and that it's gone BUT ITS NOT it still vary much there I don't know what to do I want to get a hand on things before it gets out of control any advise