Things I hate...

I hate myself for falling you

I hate the memories I have for you

I hate the memories that weren't made

I hate that the ring you picked will never touch your finger

I hate that I'll never get to call you my wife

I hate knowing we won't grow old together

I hate the children I'll never get to see

I hate the family that won't ever be

I hate my self for playing make belief

I hate I wasn't the man you wanted me to be

I hate that right after you said you love me you would go and see him but that's okay one day I'll take my knee in front of the one whose meant to be.