Guys I can’t even

Akira

So I have liked a guy for at least three years now. He would always text me and say he loved me, but at first we were just best friends so it didn’t mean anything. Then, I got feelings for him, but I don’t think he likes me that way. I haven’t been able to tell him, but now he leaves me on read and doesn’t even try to talk to me. I’ve cried for the past two weeks because I feel like my heart is shattered and will never heal...please help💔😭💔😭