Can’t stop worrying about miscarriage

Hi girls,

I’m currently 10 weeks an 4 days pregnant. I had a miscarriage at 4 weeks and 5 days pregnant back in June. This time around I cannot seem to get excited about my pregnancy. I am constantly running to the bathroom checking for blood. I panic in between appointments and ultrasounds thinking something may have happened. I feel like I cannot just enjoy being pregnant! I have had so much discharge lately and I keep thinking it’s my mucous plug. I literally panic over every little thing. Immediate family knows and keeps asking when I’m going to announce, but I just don’t think I’ll be anywhere near ready for that for a long time!

I just want this baby so bad :(

Anyone feel the same way? How do you cope?