6 Weeks Postpartum and Not Feeling Sexy...

Look, I'm not posting any pics but I need to vent. I'm not attracted to my husband or ever in the mood since giving birth 6 weeks ago.

My husband is feeling neglected but I'm not feeling like doing anything sexual. I feel our connection slipping and its freaking me out. I've taken a handful of showers, managed to brush my teeth at least twice as many times. I haven't taken time for myself let alone my marriage. I'm nursing, napping, changing diapers, paying attention to my 4yo, pumping milk, and somehow remembering to feed myself. I miss my libido. I miss myself.